Time has been elapsing at an incredibly fast pace. It's quite easy to lose track of everything, at least for me. The past few months have been incredible, yet disappointing. I moved home as planned, I'm still getting adjusted. Living with my parents, and brothers is driving me insane, I'm not there often enough to really complain though. While being home I've mended some old friendships, as well as lost, and lost, and lost. I suppose its to be expected, people change, as do I. I'm trying to find a job, and its not as easy as it used to be.
Change and I never really got along, although as I grow older I find it more frequent. I find each day to be a little less interesting. I find myself constantly disgusted by whats surrounding me, maybe thats normal? I don't think so. Nothing that enters, or leaves my mind is normal. I see the world in shades of gray, and black, and off-white. Maybe I'm just colorblind? I don't think so. Perhaps I just need something more substantial, a project, or something to make me feel more involved. I feel like I'm sitting on the bench, watching the world crumble away into tomorrow; Uninvited.
On to some fun stuff, tonight I'm going to a club with a few friends. Vodka and music is all really one needs, plus boys... Boys, boys, boys. I'm going to attempt a new tactic tonight, I'm not going to wear any makeup! I'll make up for my lack of make up on Saturday, at a Christmas party that I am very excited for!
I am going to start posting a lot more frequently now that I remember my password :)
Have a fantastic thursday!
xxJohnnyQueer.
Change and I never really got along, although as I grow older I find it more frequent. I find each day to be a little less interesting. I find myself constantly disgusted by whats surrounding me, maybe thats normal? I don't think so. Nothing that enters, or leaves my mind is normal. I see the world in shades of gray, and black, and off-white. Maybe I'm just colorblind? I don't think so. Perhaps I just need something more substantial, a project, or something to make me feel more involved. I feel like I'm sitting on the bench, watching the world crumble away into tomorrow; Uninvited.
On to some fun stuff, tonight I'm going to a club with a few friends. Vodka and music is all really one needs, plus boys... Boys, boys, boys. I'm going to attempt a new tactic tonight, I'm not going to wear any makeup! I'll make up for my lack of make up on Saturday, at a Christmas party that I am very excited for!
I am going to start posting a lot more frequently now that I remember my password :)
Have a fantastic thursday!
xxJohnnyQueer.
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